Gamelan Camp

Came back from Gamelan Camp on Sun...
Then me and my family went to SAKURA to eat...
the food there is sooo nice...
then the following day went to WILD WILD WET...
haiz...
now two more of my friends know who i liked...
what am i going to do...
我现在只想好好的考好我的'o' levels...
并不想想别的东西...
我也从未和他表示过...
怎么办呢...
算了...
顺其自然吧...

~zOE~

Fahrenheit!!!!!!!!

Hey!!!
long time never put up posts liao...
busy with homework...
this year's the 'o' level year...
cant slack liao...
haiz...
gotta get the engine going...
haha...
just gonna update on what dramas i'm watching...
LUV The Clue Collector...
aka Mysterious Incredible Terminator...
or <<霹雳 MIT>> very much!!!
It stars Arron as the main character...
along with Gui Gui...
Arron is now filming Momo Love aka<<桃花爱无敌>>...
Fahrenheit gonna act in a new show call <<天使街23号>>...
dunno the english name for it...
also remember the last sequel of KO.1 and X-family ...
that is KO3 anguo aka <<终极三国>>...
though in KO.3 anguo they are only special guests...
they are still basically the centre of the whole story...
hehe...
love Fahrenheit...
lols...
Love Or Bread is also a nice drama...
that is all for today...
bye...

~zOE~

Going to China...

Finally, I'm back...
so long never post liao...
haha...
Going to Beijing tomorrow...
night flight...
one in the morning...
sianzZz...
cant sleep much...
to frens...
if want to contact me...
wait until i am back in Singapore...
that is 19 of december...
this time is go on our own...
so when wake up in the morning...
no need to wake up so early...
better lorh...
nothing to say liao...
just want to complain that homework got so many...
the teachers wish to kill us lorh...
haiz...
if only the holiday will not end until i finish my homework...
just a wish...
wouldn't come true...
haiz...

~zOE~

sianz........

The students that went to Melbourne come back liao...
Went to look at their blog...
http://evgiansinmelbourne08.blogspot.com/
can feel their joy sia...
haiz...
how i wish i had gone with them...
but only the Lit students only...
the Japan Immersion Trip...
Haiz...
Cannot go sia...
Cause already go to the China Trip liao...
LOL...
nothing to blog liao...
Next time then...
~BYE~

~zOE~

damn it...

totally flunk my BIO test today...
didn't know what the heck is the answer...
haiz...
2mr going to have a chem test and...
ORAL...
hope i can do well in it...
KAMPATE...
next week...
let's see...
gt geog test...
phy test...
can't remember now...
update later on...
haiz...
Lit students going MELBOURNE, AUSTRALIA...
SO GD...
i wanna go sia...
woon hui's going...
that MONKEY's going...
I wan sovernirs...
lalalalala...
post next time...
bye...

~zOE~

just complaning

Nothing to blog about...
the day before: 9 August was Singapore's birthday...
Singapore's 43 years old...
Happy birthday!!!
four days of vacation just goes like this...
*nice* of the teachers to give my class so many homework...
haiz... wat to do...
can only complain...
in the end still must do...
nothing else to say about...
blog next time...
Ciao...

~zOE~

life is meaningless...

what do u think of LIFE as?
i dunno...
let's do it this way...
think of LIFE as a dream...
i just hope never to wake up from it...
think of LIFE as a miracle...
i just hope it did not happen...
i kept on thinking...
why is LIFE so meaningless...
everyday is the same...
my LIFE keep on revolving around in the same routine...
I'm getting tired of it...
wonder when is the day...
when is the time that i can totally leave this world alone...
and proceed on to where i wish-ed to be...
sometimes LIFE can be sooo boring...
sometimes it fills our hearts with colours...
sometimes it let us feel the pain...
sometimes it let us feel the sadness...
and sometimes it let us feel like a fool...
GOD makes us out so HE can play with us...
i feel so tired by the consistent treatment by you...
i feel like a toy...
i'm a human...
i have feelings...
i don't wish to feel like this...
i was forced by you...
i don't know whether i can push myself on...
my spirit has die-d down...
it's lock-ed away in a cold room...
vow-ed never to see the light again...
until it can feel the warmth once more...
my body now is nothing...
but a shell...
there's nothing in it...
no turning back now...
maybe someone could shed some light on me...
then maybe i can come out of my protection...
i could'nt trust anyone now...
you've broken my trust and i don't know who can i turn to...
for help...
if it's not for you...
i would have ever felt so helpless...
you should be guilty...
i've be alone for soo long...
i'm sure i can recover...
but...
please...
never step into my LIFE again...
i'll thank you for that...

it takes...
one second to meet someone...
one minute to know someone...
one hour to like someone...
one day to love someone...
but a lifetime to forget someone you once love-d soo much...

~zOE~