life is meaningless...

what do u think of LIFE as?
i dunno...
let's do it this way...
think of LIFE as a dream...
i just hope never to wake up from it...
think of LIFE as a miracle...
i just hope it did not happen...
i kept on thinking...
why is LIFE so meaningless...
everyday is the same...
my LIFE keep on revolving around in the same routine...
I'm getting tired of it...
wonder when is the day...
when is the time that i can totally leave this world alone...
and proceed on to where i wish-ed to be...
sometimes LIFE can be sooo boring...
sometimes it fills our hearts with colours...
sometimes it let us feel the pain...
sometimes it let us feel the sadness...
and sometimes it let us feel like a fool...
GOD makes us out so HE can play with us...
i feel so tired by the consistent treatment by you...
i feel like a toy...
i'm a human...
i have feelings...
i don't wish to feel like this...
i was forced by you...
i don't know whether i can push myself on...
my spirit has die-d down...
it's lock-ed away in a cold room...
vow-ed never to see the light again...
until it can feel the warmth once more...
my body now is nothing...
but a shell...
there's nothing in it...
no turning back now...
maybe someone could shed some light on me...
then maybe i can come out of my protection...
i could'nt trust anyone now...
you've broken my trust and i don't know who can i turn to...
for help...
if it's not for you...
i would have ever felt so helpless...
you should be guilty...
i've be alone for soo long...
i'm sure i can recover...
but...
please...
never step into my LIFE again...
i'll thank you for that...

it takes...
one second to meet someone...
one minute to know someone...
one hour to like someone...
one day to love someone...
but a lifetime to forget someone you once love-d soo much...

~zOE~