ceremony~~~

didn't want everyone to see the feelings that is overwhelming...
tears about to come out anytime...
so i excused myself and did not attend the debriefing...
sorry...
seriously cannot take it... stre~ss!
grrrrr...
guess i shall write it all here?!
haha... here goes...


end of the GREAT... BIG... SCARY challenge...
hah... maybe people will think...
"aiyah... not that scary larh..."
still... think that was my most scariest challenge ever...
totally no confidence from the start...
have to thank all my department members for helping me throughout...
^^ <3
everything was in a rush...
only one rehearsal was given for everything...
a lot of things cannot be confirmed on time...
last minute changes everywhere...
can say it's almost a mess...
but the performances of the instructors and main committee was awesome~
OC committee performance also of course... (*shall exclude myself... HAH*)


it seems like nothing has been right for me since i woke up today...
nervous from the minute i woke up...
cause saw the post reminding me that there's ceremony today...
grrrr...
simply put... *to myself* : YOU COULD HAVE DONE BETTER!!!
baka... ><
one word to sum up how i have been feeling from the moment rehearsal started till end of the ceremony
= STRE~SS!!!!!!
really have to thank a lot of people for encouraging me...
for the not so good performance... sorry~ ごめんなさい！


perhaps it's because of the expectation of what i gave myself... hah
too stress out... *cries out*
didn't really do much interpretation before...
so... *excuses for myself only*
mistakes from the start... haiz... ><


thanks to everyone from the opening ceremony...
my friends who gave me courage to take up the job...
people who gave me encouragements...
emcees, vincent and ishu...
fellow interpreter, xue ping...


and a very big THANK YOU to abby...
thanks for letting me challenge myself...
doing something that i've never done before... 
(*though i did not have confidence... still don't have*)
for the encouragements that you have given us...
for the support also...
for the many things that you have helped us (*me*) with...
really really really really really great to have known you in HI! Club...


it's 11/11/11... can i make a wish...
i hope things will go well for me from now onwards...
はい！　がんばってくだいさい！


じゃね


小雨




p.s.:oh ya! at least one thing made me happy today...
SAW ZAF!!!! 
it has really really been a long time... really missed signing with her...
haha...