等待。。。

here goes another... ranting post?! haha... 
don't know whether to be counted as that or not... 
haha... oh well...
going to be typing in chinese...
so... if my sis is reading this... sorry...
but it's better for me to say in chinese... xp


你們有沒有嘗試過等待...
無論是人，事，物...


我覺得，我每一分每一秒都在等...
等甚麼，有時候我自己也不知道...
有時候真的會覺得... 
無奈...
沒意義...


等公車...
等朋友...
等家人...
等成績...
等...
... ... ...
對的人...


人往往在小的時候會覺得...
只要我快點長大，我就能得到我要的東西...
但... 真的是這樣嗎？


有的人則覺得...
有時候，要等待才能得到你想要的東西...
但... 是嗎？


有些事情我並不清楚...
但... 我知道...
有些時候...
等待...
不一定能解決事情...
不一定就能得到你所希望擁有的...
反而...
可能會讓它“飄”走...
就因為... 你沒好好追求你想要的...
因為... 沒好好把握機會... 讓機會流失...
而這... 也許會讓你後悔...
但... 也很難改過來了...


“等一下”...  
“等等我”...  
“可以等我嗎”...
這幾個字或許你會覺得沒甚麼...
但... 如果... 你聽了很多次...
而且... 是從一個很特別的人口中說出來的呢...？
你... 的回答... 又會是甚麼...？
是... “我會等你”... 嗎？


真的覺得... 這樣子一直等下去也不是辦法...
沒目標...
沒目的...
沒... 期限...
無限的這樣等下去...
你... 接受得了嗎...？
不會... 覺得... 累... 嗎... ？


我...
有點...
累...
了...


我...
該...
繼續...
等下去...
嗎... ?


雨

CONCERT!!!

went and played(really played) through my PSP interview for music box today...

the whole 4 stages i was playing...

was intending to withdraw from it as what ying ying had done...

but decided to just go for it...

no harm... haha... but don't like the theory part...

don't know the answers for it...

who cares... all over...

didn't really read up for it...

ohya... received an email saying that i got accepted for internship at the Esplanade...

sep to early oct... one month... no pay... just experience...

classmates still considering... 

me will most probably be going... but not sure... cause no pay...

then i've been spending too much money these days...

學壞了... 亂買CD... hahaha

shall save money!!! 

in the end... in the same department as the irritating guy...

what bad luck...

是想把我氣死嗎?! that guy really got attitude problem lorh...

why until know then i start finding that problem of his irritating...

no wait... it's been a long time... since i knew that...

but... haiz... cause of her... =.=|||

at least during secondary school...

he won't come bother me so much... 

but now same school as him again... and no Diana here... HAIZ!!!

and once again... i shall say... I DO NOT LIKE HIM FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!!! 

on a harsher tone, rather die than like him...

hair... *dies*

attitude... *dies again*

clothes... *dies yet again*

whatever... really don't like guys with long hair... look SUPER WEIRD!!!

those artiste that had long hair before, don't like...

cut short... all become more handsome!...

this goes to show that girls can copy guys... but guys can't copy girls! =.=|||

out of soooo many shaun or sean that i know... =.=|||

only one shaun is handsome, nice and everything...^^

short hair... miss the times where.... AHEM! haha...

AND AND...

kelly say she'll accompany me go Arron's mini concert!!! 

on the 16th!!! WEE!!! YAY!!! but not sure if i'll get the tickets a not... haha

see my luck bah... never get... still never mind... at least i've tried...

今天你生日。。。

祝你。。。

生。。。 

日。。。

快。。。

樂。。。

還。。。 

記得我。。。

嗎。。。？

雨